shhh....B面人生

因為有某人該很關心sara說了什麼，我不負責的翻了下，但申明，我不是專業的，英文也很糟，有翻錯的請大家告訴我一下，嗯～好啦，看看吧～～哈哈

Hello from below the Equator, from Porto Ayrota. We've been at sea over a month now, and you wouldn't believe the crew. Students, activists, scientists ... the dinner conversations alone are mind blowing. There's even this Marine Biologist that reminds me a little bit of you. I wish that we could talk in person, but, uh, this is the best that I can do. I want to apologize for being out of touch. I have been thinking about us a lot, though. All the moments. I thought we could survive anything. This trip has given me a lot of clarity. That last year in Vegas, I could barely breath, let alone think. But, um, now, for the first time in a really long time, I'm happy.

 這是來自赤道的問候。我們已經在船上超過一個月了，而且你一定想不到這是什麼樣的一個團隊。有學生，研究者，科學家...就連和他們單獨共進晚餐都是讓人高興的。就算是那位讓我有點會聯想起你的海洋學家也是。我希望我們能當面的談，但，喔，這是目前我所能作到的（她在船上聯絡不便）因為失去聯絡，我想對你說聲對不起， 我一直在思考關於我們之間的事，所有的那些時光，雖然，一直以來，我以為我們能度過所有的考驗，（對不起，我發現我居然少翻這段＠＠）這趟旅程讓我想得更清楚，在Vegas的最後一年裏，我幾乎是無法喘息的。就算是一個人想想。但是，喔，現在，在這麼長久以來第一次的，我真的感到快樂。

 
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在我離開以前，嗯，你說了一些我不是很想聽到的話, 你說了一些話而我裝作沒聽見，但是現在我，嗯，我想你說得沒錯，如果一段關係無法再前進下去時，只會慢慢的凋零。我在等你的決定，但是有時候不做出任何決定也是種決定。

  Before I left, um, you said some things that I tried not to hear. But now I, uh, I think you were right. If a relationship can't move forward, it withers. I've been waiting for you to decide, but sometimes not making a decision is making a decision.

 

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無論如何，我要說的是...你再也不必擔心我了。我很好，我真得很好，而老實說，我想這樣子作（對彼此）是更好的。

Anyway. What I'm trying to say it ... you don't have to worry about me any more. I'm good. I'm really good. And honestly，I think it's better this way.

老葛呀，老葛～你再不主動點，sara就會和某位有黝黑膚色的迷人海洋學家躺在沙灘上喝果汁了啦！（跺腳）雖然這樣也不賴～～

好啦，上面是我亂想的，但是～嘆氣.....不要到失去才懂得珍惜呀！